entangled in my private prison
my mind and my heart
are not mine anymore
i can barely find any relief
among charcoals and smudged scrapbooks
the pain grows deeper
as if every second spent in this wasteland
had absorbed every tear i'd ever shed,
just to accelerate my nervous breakdown
no movement
entwined in my own blurry thoughts
my body and my soul
i cannot claim anymore
i can hardly obtain any solace
among sentimental treasures and fading melodies
this emptiness is terrifying
as if every dream i ever had in this no-man's land
had been emulsified with every fear i'd ever felt,
just to confiscate all of the peace still lef
Goodbye Great Nan by shadowedwintersun, literature
Literature
Goodbye Great Nan
You left without saying a word,
Never forgotten in our memory,
I never got to tell you,
That you were special,
You were dear to me,
I'm sorry I never showed you,
I'm sorry I didn't say the sweet words,
The words that were always sitting in my mind,
John hated the place,
Never wanted to see you,
He knew one day we would have to say goodbye,
So heres my goodbye,
For you Great Nan,
Thank you for the cuddles,
The sweets you gave me,
I'm sorry I never said I love you,
But I do and this Friday will be the hardest day,
To see you laying there,
Without us helping you no more,
Goodbye Great Nan,
Rest In Peace.
in your amber eyes
of golden brown,
i see your emotions
locked in a pound.
i just to move
to the beat of your hearts beat,
and give back to you
your heart to keep.
i dream of you
in your far off place,
but i am never quite able
to see your face.
your inner beauty
shines true in your soul,
but your heart has been broken
and tarnished with coal.
your amber eyes told me
what no words could say,
remembering how to love
learning day by day.
you say "i'm sorry"
but you've done no harm,
except those two weeks
you caused me alarm.
you tell me everything
i know when somethings wrong,
i listen very carefully
then turn it into
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